I’ve started cutting again. Lifes been scaring the hell out of me lately. I was kicked ouT Friday and still haven’t been home. I’ve been crashing on friend’s couches and random cemeterys. I’ve learned people don’t bother you if you’re sleeping by a grave cause they assume you know the person. Im also lucky enough to have a friend who works the night shift at McDonalds so i’ve crashed there a night too.
Also, I’m fucking terrified I’m pregnant. I’m not a slut or anything, the condom broke though and my periods late.
The guy who’s kid it probably is is the guy who works at McDonalds and he’s scared shitless but hes a good guy. I know he’ll stick around if I really am pregnant. He’s had a real tough life and he’s told me he won’t let this kid go though what his parents made him go through.
I dont really know what i’m going to do with my life anymore. I’m just fortunate enough right now to have a parkbench to crash on till 1am when my other friend gets off work so I can just stay at his house.
Well there’s so much more I wanna say but my phones about to die (that’s what I’m typing on) and I need to save the battery so Rob can text me when he gets off work so he can take me to his apartment.